April 21, 2008

I'm sick of school. I'm just sitting here wasting my time. I'm not learning anything in any of my classes except for my Cisco class. I'm so sick of the school system. I'm so sick of our society. Please don't write me off saying "Oh, he's just another angsty teen that doesn't like school". You know why so many people don't like school? Because it's stupid! They don't care if we learn things. They care that we jump through hoops and memorize things for tests. They couldn't care less if we remember what we learn after we take the test. Granted there are things we do learn in school but I could (and do) learn much more and much faster on my own than in school.

And I'm sick of people thinking I'm crazy. Maybe I am crazy but they could at least hear me out first before putting me on a bunch of meds. I'm not depressed because of some chemical imbalance. I'm depressed because I can see how screwed up everything is and I can see that I've been lied to and I feel like I'm walking around with my eyes open watching everyone else be blindfolded and walking into things. No, that's not right. I'm still partially blind. I'm still in the process of removing my blindfold but I can still watch people running into things. And no one will believe me. No one will listen to me.

I get sent to shrinks who say "Hmm, you seem depressed and you seem to have a problem fitting into mainstream society. Here, let me give you some drugs." I hate my meds. I'm going to gradually come off of them. I don't need them and I don't want them.

April 11, 2008

Twitter Ninjas

Yeah, I pretty much never post in this thing. I've been out and about having this thing called a life. Plus I'm just not into sharing everything about myself online for everyone to see. Right now though, I'm sick. I've got a sinus infection. Sucks, eh? So I've been sitting at home doing nothing for three days. Okay, I wasn't doing nothing. I was playing games on neopets, I admit it. *hangs head in shame* I also watched Tank Girl a couple of times. Man that is a great movie. I'm back in school today. Of course, it's only a half day and the only reason I'm here is because I want to actually do something later. In my house, the rule is "if you're too sick to go to school, you're too sick to hang out with people", which makes sense to me.

In other news, I've been advised to make my twitter updates friends only. Apparently people are spying on me! By people I mean my friend's mother and apparently my old school? Well whatever, I don't care. They can stalk me on twitter all they like. Heaven forbid they find out " I need more sleep." or "I'm in yearbook and I'm boooored but the weekend comes soon! :D" Yes, I have very deep and personal Twitter updates, don't I?

What interests me more is the fact that I've got two new followers on Twitter. One is 100000friends and the other is Jake Marsh. Now, the first one is obviously just someone trying to get a ton of friends just for the sake of saying they did. I'm not sure who this Jake person is though. O.o He follows a lot of people on Twitter though so maybe he is too? I don't think I actually know him and I don't see why he would want to randomly follow my Twitter.